don`t hold this against me

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 17:14:17 GMT

yay no school today!! chillin with my mom she just got back from her surgery and im basically being her maid i dont mind tho....idn wut im goin to do for the rest of the day.talkin to ppl online right now but i want to make plans....

life is such a roller coaster

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 21:53:06 GMT

I

LOVE

LIFE

ugh

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 22:40:18 GMT

wow.this day is really going great.i wake up to a house of everyone screaming and beating eachother to death and then they dont leave. miss gymnastics cause the schedule said it was from 12 to 2 but they changed it from 10 to 12 so who shows up at 12? yep u guessed it the biggest asshole around >me< . ::::::::::stuff with my mom i dont even want to mention::::::::::. then sarah and lauren couldnt go to the mall.and to top it all off nick is mad at me cause im an asshole and suck at life. and i really am an asshole cause i make everyone upset even wen i dont mean to.well reese called me and invited me to go to the movies with tom her and laura. i just hope things get better or....(insert violent answer to all problems here)

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 16:45:19 GMT

merry belated xmas i dint get to update yesterday.....
neways my christmas was ok till nick got mad at me cause hes a phsyco but i loke him neway lol cody!!!im gettin ready to go to nicks house and i need to make a new hole in my belt cuz its too big! idn wut to wear!i love reese laura sarah lauren n calin so much xoxoox

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 21:41:34 GMT

just got home
doing my hair
then going 2 nicks
i baked him cookies
this entry is pointless
n idn y im writing it
comment if u agree.

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:31:16 GMT

funerals
are
so
sad.

blah

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 02:46:20 GMT

so today was going pretty ok untill i got home...i found out that my grandma died :0( so i dint feel like doing nethin els so i just slept n then ihad to go to gymnastics. i dont no wut happened i gess its cuz im really stressed but i had like a breakdown i was working so hard to land try to do this thing n i coudlnt n it just biult up inside n i couldnt take it nemor....so neway now im home doing my homeowrk n waiting for nick to call me bak....i cant go to gymnastics tomorrow and ill miss school on wednesday for the funeral....i can just tell that this is going to be a great week.

boredom

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 16:38:42 GMT

so i havent updated in a long time....dint really feel like it neway i foudn this thingu n im bored so im gonna fill it out lol

(x) - You’ve done
(_) – You haven't done

(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
(x) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(_) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concerts
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) intentionally burned yourself
(x) miss someone
(x) gone streaking
(x) skinny dipped
(x) slow danced with someone
(_) met someone famous
(_) been to a strip club
(x) fallen in front of a ton of people
(_) had a full conversation with yourself
(x) super glued coins to the floor in the mall
(x) kissed someone’s ass
(x) danced in the rain
(_) pointed a hairdryer at passing cars
(_) ran in public pretending you were invisible
(x) laughed so hard you peed
(_) laughed at a funeral
(_) sky dived
(x) slapped someone across the face
(_) been kicked in the genitals
(x) made a snowman
(_) spent the night on a boat
(x) taught a little kid how to cuss
(x) tried to find the words but they don’t come out right

Name: Tara
Age: 15
Birthdate: August 25
Zodiac Sign: virgo
Location: gayyest place in the world
Hair Color: brown
Eye Color: brown
Piercings: 5
Tattoos: not yet
Freckles: no
Wavy/Straight/Curly Hair: wutever i feel like wearing
Hair Length: medium
Color of Nails: black
Do you bare down hard when you write: not really
What is on your keychain: a heart with a t in the middle
Hobbies: soccer gymnastics, track?
School: Foran GAYYYYYYY
Car: i wont get a car...ill hav a driver in a limo
Have you ever worked for a resturaunt: no
Do you have a pencil blister: no
Do you have those little white marks under your nails: i cant tell their painted
How many: ???????????
Do you have long/short nails: medium
What are you wearing right now: gray tanktop n comfy pants
What time is it: 11:24
Date: december 4?

FAVORITES
color: red
number: 2
radio station: undecided
TV station: soap net lmao
Commercial: infomercials!
Time of day: night
Subject: study hall
Teacher: YOUR MOM
Clothing Store: baby gap
Jewelry: earings
State: new york definately..mayb cali
Place to Be: with my best frends newhere
Fruit: cherry
Meat: ham
Veggie: ewwww
Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
Potato Chip: i dont like chips that much
Salad Dressing: italiam
Fast Food Rest: a place with salads?
Dine In: manicotti
Gas Station: the one where i dont hav 2 get out of the car n they clean the winsheilds too
Candy: twix
Bread: chocolate chip
Grocery Store: stop and shop?
Dog: big nasty ones who beat up other dogs
Animal: ferrets for sure
Month: february
Season: summer
Shape: heart
Sense: touch
Shampoo: tha stuff @ tha salon smells really good
Toothpaste: ummm.....crest?
Drink: sunny d
Alcoholic Beverage: absolute with sum oj
Do you have a lucky number: hmm not really
Do you do drugs: of course not....
Do you smoke: smoke wut?
Do you drink: hmmm never
Do you cuss: yes
Do you have a CD burner: i wish
Who do you hate: litle things i cant explain
what hates you:alot of ppl probably
How many buddies are on your buddy list: 200
How many are online right now: 82
Which ones are you talking to: sarah and jay
How do you know them: scool.....other frends introduced me?
What did you do yesterday: scool.... went 2 jackies house.....got my haircut...n went 2 practice
What did you do today: woke up n went 2 gymnastics
What are you doing tomorrow: church?
What are you doing this weekend: goin 2 tha movies
what did u do last weekend:ummmm i dont remember
What are you gonna do when this is over: str8n my hair n go shopping

LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS

Are you currently in love: no
Have you ever been in love: mayb...
Your Crush: sum1
First Kiss: sum1 who i wish i cood kill
First Boyfriend/Girlfriend:very regretful
Is there anyone that you would date again: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight: hmm not so much

i suck @ life

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 01:15:08 GMT

Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me are like one heart-beat.

so fuck u

dont wanna no

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 21:43:31 GMT

goin out 2night wit ppl....IBGFSOBOIW2KM!!!!!!!!INUBPPPPPCB2M<33

last night was andrews party. i met sum cool ppl i dint really talk 2 them so cuz im 2 shy...lol once again I SUCK @ LIFE!we dressed up as a good angel n a bad angel but really reese looked like a cute lil angle n i looked liek a punk whore...lol its ok we had fun 4 tha most part look @ my picture sight 2 c ussssss

comment plz?

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 03:04:37 GMT

wow one of the worst nights ever...

hopefully 2morro will b better goin 2 tha amity game early n then shopping..i hope that makes me feel better.

i cant bleev u. how ever promise is broken n no1 cares

o so down

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 22:06:48 GMT

top
i was on of the world

things can change so fast

now everything sux so much

n now im always so
down

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 01:12:39 GMT

xO under construction

julie is redoing my journal
I love her soooo much!!

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 10:42:37 GMT

heyy i havent updated in a wile!!!im in sucha good good this mornin wich is kinda wierd since liek i hav 2 go 2 scool soon wich sux..lol neway yesterday was my 1 month ann.<3 n this weekend im gonna party steve, reese, u no wut im talkin bout!lol well this backround is pissing me off so i need 2 find a new 1....o ye HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIE AND STEVE!!!!!!!!YAYAYAYYAY

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 10:57:34 GMT

iwnefaglu uatpbaidkwidwou inbhawou ppppdlmbinu

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 19:14:55 GMT

i stayed home from scool 2day cuz i hav a fever i think its gone tho..josh is mean n likes 2 make sick ppl sad!!!im sooo cold!!!!laura stayed home 2day 2 i hope she feels better!me 2 cuz i dont like being sick cuz then i cant chill wit ne1 cuz ill make them sick 2 :0( neway we got io yesterday so i watched liek 28630302 movies!!!it was fun but i kinda fell asleep durin most of them!no scool 2morro!yay!i hope i dont get in trubl 4 not goin 2 soccer 2day!!!!grls i missed u soo much 2day!!!! mucH

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 10:26:46 GMT

i love reese wit all my heart!!!i had such a good weekend!!!i chilled wit reese n enrique<3 like everyday!!!!happy birthday mrs. garcia!!!...from yesterday lol neway now i hav 2 go 2 scool :0( but i dont hav practice till later so it shoodnt b that bad!o ye meanies who r postin in my journal anonymously i wood juz like 2 thank u 4 make me the center of ur attention ill end this update now so u can start trashin me again wit all ur shit that isnt remotely true!!!
love yu all!!!x0xo tara

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 01:56:27 GMT

good day 2day! so i slept till like 12 n showered n shit...me n reese n calin were supposed 2 go 2 tha beach but it wasnt nice out soo neway me n reese n steve went 2 tha mall n got gages n then we came bak 2 my house n i pierced steves left ear n reese did his right n reese pierced my cartilidge n steve did her cartilidge.!!i hope i dont hav 2 take it out 4 soccer...im stupidlol newayzz we r gonna go out soon....reese is sleepin here 2night n steve n tom will prolly end up stayin 2night 2!!!<33liFe

wow

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 04:42:40 GMT

y do the gayest ppl who i dont even acossiate wit hav so much of n impact on her!?

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woah

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 21:56:33 GMT

and she takes another step
slowly she opens the door
check that he is sleeping
pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor
been up half the night screaming
now it's time to get away
pack up all the kids in the car
another bruise to tried to hide
another alibi to write

another ditch in the road
you keep moving
another stop sign
you keep moving on
and the years go by so fast
wonder how i ever made it through

there are children to think of
baby's asleep in the back seat
wonder how they'll ever make it
through this living nightmare
but the mind is an amazing thing
full of candy dreams and new toys
and another cheap hotel
two beds and a coffee machine
but there are groceries to by
and she knows she'll have to go home

another ditch in the road
you keep moving
another stop sign
you keep moving on
and the years go by so fast
wonder how i ever made it through

another bruise to try and hide
another alibi to write
another lonely highway in the black of night
there's hope in the darkness
and you know you're going to make it

another ditch in the road
you keep moving
another stop sign
you keep moving on
and the years go by so fast
selling fortress built to last
wonder how i ever made it

1st day of scool

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:10:13 GMT

foran

sux

major

balls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need 2 transfer out of that spanish class....its hell in there!neway im mad tired cuz i hav only slept a bout 4 hours in the past 4 days ima bout 2 go pass out.......

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 17:56:10 GMT

wow its madd hot outside n i hav 2 go bak 2 soccer!!!im scared i think there is sum1 in my house so im walkin around wit a knife!lol after soccer im goin 2 party 1 last night!!!!!i love my tdgz sooo damn much!!!!!xoxo

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 10:51:03 GMT

ummm omg im really scared 4 sum reason....i hav soccer try outs 2day n imso nervous...i wasnt nervous untill i really thought about it...now i wanna shat myself!lolnewayyz after the first try outs imgoin wit laur laur 2 get our eye brows done then i hav soccer again n then after that im goin 2 sarah`s cuz i love her sooo much.ahhh butterflies in my stomach!!!!!im soo scurred!!sdjkfdsfdfjkj lol bye

how bout no

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 02:35:39 GMT

2day is my birthday woot woot

life cracks me up

i hate you

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 22:55:42 GMT

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